Last night was a terrible night. Honestly, I felt damn near suicidal. Damn pissed now with how i felt. I went so far as to go to your block, hoping that you would see my sms or realise that I was looking for you.

Oh well. I honestly want to revert back to my previous state. Being stubbornly independent and not relying on anyone at all. I fell into that trap and I wanna get out. The only thing I would end up as is being disappointed sometimes when I can't seem to rely on you.

I want to drown my sorrows tonight. As Zc would say, tonight is my night.